crappy day... crappy life. Sux!
Fuck everything!
Hate me, hate ma life, hate ma day!
don't judge me, i cant help it! I know i need help, i just dunno where to look for it. Wanna be thin, wanna be perfect. I hurts not being the way i want. It hurts to hurt the ones i love. i'm sorry, i'm just a crappy girl with a fucked up brain! Wanna get out of this body! Wanna run away to nowhere.
U_U im sorry! i just can't help it. i dont know what to do, dunno how to do the things you suggest. its difficult to love me if i just look in da mirror and hate every inch of me. I know you want to help me, i wanna help ma fucked up brain to.
i thought i was strong enough to fight against this crappy sickness of mine but i am not.
i dont wanna die, i dont wanna hurt anyone... i just wanna be thin and pretty...!!!!
im sorry if im letting you down guys, but i dont know how to fix my fucked up ideas...
im a stupid girl who doesnt like her self and want to change.
... shitty day.



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